Trying so hard just to breathe im losing my grip to reality
somewhere along the lines i got left behind
while everyone lost track of time
i dont remember being here all these years
they never seem all that clear
they say that love is everywhere
but that's nothing but a myth
because love cant find me-no not tonight
hope was suppose to have come but it never came
it's no surprise because hope's overrated anyways
just sitting there hoping wont change a single thing
im desperately trying to hold onto something
only to stumble on my feet
this dark abyss goes on and on
i've lost my faith in everything:
love, hope, and happy endings
Fake
you're so fake
it makes my heart ache
as you take my sake and break
as you lie awake.
Smiling at my pain-god!Are you even sane?
When all you ever do is use me to blame!
And all you think about is your freaking fame!
Have you no shame?
Born to Lose
i know i bruise easily,
and for some reason i always seem to lose.
but you dont know what it's like to be
in the soles of my shoes.
What You Didn't Get
You dont get it.
i didnt forget it you just wont regret it.
Dont you see what you're doing to me?
Why couldnt you find you're senses in time?
Before the days slip away like it was yesterday?
The damage you did wont leave f
i got a head-ache from my bus ride today. it kinda aches so i find myself spinning.i still cant believe wut ppl are saying nowadays. online i read, some ppl's texts saying,"hey, its alright to go kill yourself. You're doing the world a favor anyway, besides, you're just a waste of space." Now i dont know what to say but that it's N O T okay. this response was actually repeatedly supported along with a few immature name callings about emos being whining and close-minded. i cant help but say that it dosent matter what you label them. People Are People. how DARE these ppl go around telling others to go
Every night i'd lie awake
i'd hope and i'd pray
that someday you'd find a way
to get back to the way you were
you use to be so kind, endearing,
and showed such sincerity
i miss the way you were the before
looks that it took for you to get fame
ugh, you look so lame
as you try to maintain your reputation
saying things are "suppose" to be
like this is your only explanation
as i look for a sense of confirmation
the sensation i get when i acknowledge
now that i finally see that
we could never-it just wasnt meant to be
Guys are there
just to break your heart
words i'd say but never start
he says these words
and tells these lies
just to make me cry
as i try to stay strong this time
i wish you'd just remember
when we were still together
saying that this relationship would last forever
when it really just meant never
i still miss your sweet tender
care for me
as your hand gently caress my cheek
lips lightly kisses the tears away
it feels like a dream
and that im just asleep
i use to be your world
but all that changed
when i saw you
the next day
you wore brand names
with some shiny new shoes
all just to look cool
and when we were on t