KissiaKiss

Trying so hard just to breathe im losing my grip to reality somewhere along the lines i got left behind while everyone lost track of time i dont remember being here all these years they never seem all that clear they say that love is everywhere but that's nothing but a myth because love cant find me-no not tonight hope was suppose to have come but it never came it's no surprise because hope's overrated anyways just sitting there hoping wont change a single thing im desperately trying to hold onto something only to stumble on my feet this dark abyss goes on and on i've lost my faith in everything: love, hope, and happy endings

Ever felt invisible? like no one can see you. no one can hear your shouts. as though you were nothing but a stalking shadow. no acknowledgment that you exist. sometimes it's hard to remind yourself that they're only human. because humans can be like machines:heartless. people who could care less. it's just messed up; how biased we can be. if you saw a cat dying on the streets, would you save it? or leave it there to die? if you saw a stranger dying on the streets would you even save them? but if it was someone you knew you wouldnt do that to them. the world is just so screwed up in so many ways that i just havent seen yet.

What is Love without Fear? Love without Fear is no love at all; when you're not even risking anything. Nope, none at all. With only a one-sided dice in my hands it's either all or nothing. As i stare into your empty eyes. nothing. it doesn't even faze you. My mind is in a haze. i am distraught with anguish. paralyzed from lack of oxygen. i'm against all odds. and guess what? i lost. As i hear your cold shattering footsteps, start to fade into the echoing hallways. it's funny, how i recall reading shoujo mangas, watching movies, and fairytales i was told as a kid: they all had a happy ending. but, that's not how it always wor

i feel so frustrated just suppressing my emotions like this but i cant tell you this cuz even if i told you even if you were even in my shoes you still wouldnt know how i feel so you're throwing me away because you're tired of me? was this nothing more than a setup? just so you can watch me fall? i want to shove everything on the table aside and kick the the table to the ground you're saying its for fun? everything about us was for FUN! i laugh hysterically so you're saying it was a joke? because you're turning it into one helluva sick twisted joke!! i cant think! i cant even process what's even going on! my head is buzzing.